Vitamin D(amn!)

Sometimes you just need the sun to shine so bright that it blinds your eyes and warms your bones. The type of weather that encourages you to open the windows and feel the warmth on your skin. The days that help lift the dead blanket that winter wears on you, and breath and soak in that vitamin damn d! 
Ahhhhh spring fever. My favorite old friend. I love when you come dancing in so unexpectedly. You are so welcomed. And so loved. Yesterday my spirits were lifted up right out of my body it seemed. Today I’m a little on the tired side because a trip to lowes, bj’s and fresh market followed by a full fledged summertime dinner to prepare was LIT. And by lit I mean exhausting 😅 
It’s days (and weeks – Thursday 62 degrees holler!) like this that make me feel weightless, and happy, and free to share my love with the world. To shine my light. I have not much to report or to say except that this past week has been one of huge growth for me. I’m so vulnerable in some cases but sometimes I unknowingly throw this cement guard up around my brain and my heart and I forget that the people closest to me are ALWAYS worth letting that guard down. Honestly, sometimes I wonder why I even have it up?! This past week o have decided that when it comes to the people I want to love me, and the people I love to love, that the almoghty key to success is to let communication rip wide open, let love fly out of your heart and into the people you so dearly love. Let those people surround you, and of course let the sunshine that reignited the love in your heart yesterday shine out like sunbeams itself. The barriers that will be broken and the ropes that will come untied will be jaw dropping to you. I promise if you find yourself worthy to give and receive love with zero conditions and zero expectations, love will become so great, that conversations will be easy, laughter will fill your home, and you will feel the heaviness almost immediately leave your chest. 

If you love someone, tell them. If they’re on a wayward path, lend an ear or a hand. Even if you don’t want to hear about what’s weighing someone else down, sometimes they need that from you. And what better way to help someone through the clouds then to pull them closer to the sun. Closer to you.

There is so much darkness in this world, and I myself have walked through it, some days I still do. But with the love of my husband, my amazing little boy, my father, sister and brother, I’m okay. And some days that’s the perfect way for me. 
Enjoy the vitamin d this week. Take Thursday off if you can, tell your hubby to, too and go love in the sunshine ☀️☀️☀️

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